Love is only...

Dear Diary;
Love is only a word. Something that can only be felt through family members and only through your soulmate. Its like a haven from something like your crumbling world. When You are in love it sucks to be crushed when the other falls out of love. I've had that feeling way to many times and then I was crushed. So when my wall goes down its hard to let another in. Until you find another person that loves you the same then I suppose Its a great feeling. I think I'm in love myself but I don't entirely know. They say that if you go to sleep dreaming and its about you and the someone you love then that means that they are thinking of you. Over look something before you get hurt by the one you love <3
Just a little something I have been thinking of over a while. This blog is my calm spot(:
My day is gonna be boring I suppose… so for now
Sayonara
Arekkusu,Aozora Burieru, Alex~

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yin yang

Dear diary,
The Yin Yang theory. Big bang.
Who the hell knows what goes on in other peoples heads? Why so curious? Who the crap knows what I am thinking? No one. What I have to say about my day is that two guys made it amazing love You aniki! And buahaha he does make my day with his hugs :) got nothing else to say so I should say goodbye (:

Ja ne, sayonara
Arekkusu Burieru Aozora~

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we laugh we scream we do funny things

Diary,
Who knows what can happen? Today It was boring. Called my gpa and gma and I may call MT love Foofiee <3 xD I have the entire week off <3 sayonara
~Arekkusu

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All Fun and Games

Diary,
Its like your messing with my head. One minute its fun and games two freaking seconds later your fucking with my head. Why can't this all be the easiest thing on the planet? Just chill out and quit with the games. So what I like someone. Sometimes in this world I can't stand the people around me. For instance my mother calls me fat. Next thing I know I may have an eating disorder =/ but you know what. Its all fun and games to people. Just because I may seem abnormal usually means I look on the bright side when I'm with my friends. So do not try me. Currently I am listening to some type of sad kind of song I suppose. If anyone finds these entries know its my story.
Sayonara, Ja Ne
~Arekkusu

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Life

Dearest Diary,
Life is like a roller coaster. One minute your up
Next your down. Men are the same way.
Its not that i have a problem with them its the way they act.
My parents are divorced and my life is a constant mess. So what am i to do? No matter how hard i try to look on the bright sie it results in depression. Sad amirite? I suppose the fact of the day is look on the bright side and keep moving foward.
~Arekkusu

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finally

I'm back have a new phone since a couple months. though not many posts its an excellent thing to keep up with. from now on I won't be listing this as blog posts just.... diary kinda...so sayonara: D

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Im such an idiot

Hola Hello Koniciwa!!!!
Tell me what are the stupid things you do just to get your mind off things? For me is Twitter Music and This blog. No one reads it for now kinda like a diary ne? Not much to say so...
Chao Ja ne Adios Toodles!,
Alex Elissa Skyz

IM BACK!!!!!

Bonjour Hola YO!!!,
I am finaallllyyyy back!!!! I got back into my blog and remebered my password AND username!!! i feel so proud of myself that i stayed up until 5 or 6 this morning. I didnt even have a speck of wonder or memory on what it was. Well lemme catch you all upto date on my life shall we take a look into the past? : Last time i was on this blogger my dog gracie had gotten run over. that was 2009. Its 2010 baby!!! i finally finished 7th grade in the running stretch and i feel freaking awesome as shit bro! XD to much? Welll now i have a crush still single and waiting till some idiot stops bothering me. So much has changed over the past couple months. Apperently i broke my ipod touch AND laptop so now im waiting for my dad to give my toshiba back to me after he is finished fixing it. Its to damn long for it ya know? So much drama so little time. Here's the part that shocks me: I finally figured out that i have a HUGE family. JK jk i knew that since the day i was born. Any way i did find out that my aunt is my godmother and i have a godbro and sis. There my cousins. isn't that freaking great? not. On the bright side she loves me. The negitive? my godfather on the other side of the family on my dad's side has no damn contact with me. How do i feel about that? Horrible. My dad's side of the family is like ROARRR while my mom's side is all like w/e . I agree with my mom's side. My dad's side is retarded to me. My grandparents my god. i love them to death but i promise you they can be a little to nice at times. ANYWAYY i'm almost there to the winning stretch (awesome DUN DUN DUN music appears) im almost able to drive!! yayyyy sigh only a couple years. Im almost there! haha i did drop my 3rd phone in the toilet my mom is still saying i did it on purpose which isn't true. It slipped out my stupid jeans and god knows how the crap that happened when my jeans was tight and the phone was all the way at the bottom of my pocket. Now onto the ipod. It went out of date one day and it went to its normal state meaning yes, I was not able to update it since the stupid laptop chrger and laptop got destroyed. how great am i right? I did make my facebook. I have a stalker. Is this not the teenage dream? no it isn't this is my 3rd number change. I'm not happy. Well i am on summer vaca. Tons and tons of fun. I am comming out with a new blog with my sister (no not my god sister i mean my best friend we act like sisters though ^_^) Hope to finally see you all on the new and my blog and her's!!
Adios my amigos chao!!!
~Blue Sky AkA Alex (=