Spring break

Konichiwa anyone who reads this blog,
We all know that spring break is supposed to be freaking fun! Wonderful! Exciting! Not boring even! Not me ohh no not me -.- my mom dragged me along everywhere on her job for spring break. Its like what i would do if i was sick a whole week.
Monday: today is my first day of spring break. So my mom dragged me along on her job. Like she would if its a school day...except i didnt see anyone of my friends. It was boring.
Tuesday: boring. =\ i was yet again dragged along on my moms job. Annoyed by her client. Bleh.
wednsday: today only had a little spice in it. So i did my usual sit there and go on the laptop. Then of course go to the hospital Then when it was time to leave i was in the middle of a storm and valet was scrambling around like chickens. So i ran to the car first after my moms client got her stupid cappachino. On the way there i almost lost my glasses so im all likw " Oh fuck!! My glasses!!" The nice valet guy got 'em For me though i felt bad for not giving him a tip =\ then we went back to their normal schedual. The client being a bitch my mom being stressed.
Thursday: sat there all day since she wouldnt get off the damn bed till 9am. Weather was bad. Boring yet again.
Friday: you would think that its an entertaining weekday right? wrong. I was bored as a motha fucka! End
Now its saturday and my mom is trying to order me around and shit. Nice way for spring break right? Wrong -.- only if my boyfriend and besties were here the entire week and i hung out with them my spring break would be fun. I hate this break so much -.-
All its been is hell. My mom has been acusing me for tons of shit.
Sayonara.
A miserable arekkusu.

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New year. same person.

Konichiwa my fellow readers,
To start off the new year is like saying "WOOO NEW YEAR NEW ME!" No bullshit. Its the new year same bullshit. Lots of people do say oh yeah im gonna change though we all know its not really the truth. Of course there's the resolutions. I don't believe that crap one bit. Not for one second I believe that new years resolutions are true. Whoever believes in that crap is like saying that Santa is real. A lot of people came back to school with new clothes etc. I came back the same person and I'm already stocking up for summer with any new clothes I get. I finally got a boyfriend after the few years after my life went a reck ^^ Still a mess but im a little cleaned up.. he accepts it <3 .Im such a mess. Holding in tears.Rambling. Sighing. Playing.sleeping. average teen. NOT ME! Today has been whatever people call normal. Getting up in the morning going to school hang out with friends stick at moms work then I'm about to go home. Its normal I suppose. But my life after or before school even after I'm finished with school Isn't normal. I swear it'll never be an average teenage life. My mom had a normal teenage life I don't. I'm the bad apple obviously. Woo! -_-
Sayonara, Ja Ne.
~Arekkusu, Kagome

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New year. same person.

Konichiwa my fellow readers,
To start off the new year is like saying "WOOO NEW YEAR NEW ME!" No bullshit. Its the new year same bullshit. Lots of people do say oh yeah im gonna change though we all know its not really the truth. Of course there's the resolutions. I don't believe that crap one bit. Not for one second I believe that new years resolutions are true. Whoever believes in that crap is like saying that Santa is real. A lot of people came back to school with new clothes etc. I came back the same person and I'm already stocking up for summer with any new clothes I get. I finally got a boyfriend after the few years after my life went a reck ^^ Still a mess but im a little cleaned up.. he accepts it <3 .Im such a mess. Holding in tears.Rambling. Sighing. Playing.sleeping. average teen. NOT ME! Today has been whatever people call normal. Getting up in the morning going to school hang out with friends stick at moms work then I'm about to go home. Its normal I suppose. But my life after or before school even after I'm finished with school Isn't normal. I swear it'll never be an average teenage life. My mom had a normal teenage life I don't. I'm the bad apple obviously. Woo! -_-
Sayonara, Ja Ne.
~Arekkusu, Kagome

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Love is only...

Dear Diary;
Love is only a word. Something that can only be felt through family members and only through your soulmate. Its like a haven from something like your crumbling world. When You are in love it sucks to be crushed when the other falls out of love. I've had that feeling way to many times and then I was crushed. So when my wall goes down its hard to let another in. Until you find another person that loves you the same then I suppose Its a great feeling. I think I'm in love myself but I don't entirely know. They say that if you go to sleep dreaming and its about you and the someone you love then that means that they are thinking of you. Over look something before you get hurt by the one you love <3
Just a little something I have been thinking of over a while. This blog is my calm spot(:
My day is gonna be boring I suppose… so for now
Sayonara
Arekkusu,Aozora Burieru, Alex~

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yin yang

Dear diary,
The Yin Yang theory. Big bang.
Who the hell knows what goes on in other peoples heads? Why so curious? Who the crap knows what I am thinking? No one. What I have to say about my day is that two guys made it amazing love You aniki! And buahaha he does make my day with his hugs :) got nothing else to say so I should say goodbye (:

Ja ne, sayonara
Arekkusu Burieru Aozora~

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we laugh we scream we do funny things

Diary,
Who knows what can happen? Today It was boring. Called my gpa and gma and I may call MT love Foofiee <3 xD I have the entire week off <3 sayonara
~Arekkusu

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All Fun and Games

Diary,
Its like your messing with my head. One minute its fun and games two freaking seconds later your fucking with my head. Why can't this all be the easiest thing on the planet? Just chill out and quit with the games. So what I like someone. Sometimes in this world I can't stand the people around me. For instance my mother calls me fat. Next thing I know I may have an eating disorder =/ but you know what. Its all fun and games to people. Just because I may seem abnormal usually means I look on the bright side when I'm with my friends. So do not try me. Currently I am listening to some type of sad kind of song I suppose. If anyone finds these entries know its my story.
Sayonara, Ja Ne
~Arekkusu

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Life

Dearest Diary,
Life is like a roller coaster. One minute your up
Next your down. Men are the same way.
Its not that i have a problem with them its the way they act.
My parents are divorced and my life is a constant mess. So what am i to do? No matter how hard i try to look on the bright sie it results in depression. Sad amirite? I suppose the fact of the day is look on the bright side and keep moving foward.
~Arekkusu

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